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Yay. as expected, 2dae i din die at all! Call it complacency, call it proudness, call it cockiness... lol. My essay was sumthing abt Examples of great man with PERSEVERANCE. the topic is abt Perseverance, Den i wrote.what tomas edison, albert einstein, wat etc.etc. Lols. Shld be able to pass bah,... . E geog was tahanable. Did till last 2 mins. Lol. Can hurry one. bt dun wan. I stared at clock for first 10 mins. keh kiang lol. Act 1 pro... aniway, im sad... cos i broke a promise to myself nt to play comp... SADDed. Couldnt resist the temptation wif nobody at home... plaed abt wif jeff and nlzz and mmzzyy. Found out mmzzyy's acatually very vulgar lol.
YaY at last. Chinese is over. so far in the exams have been killed 2 times. firstby emath. second by chihnese paper 2. damdiffucult for me...
rawr Exams... Exams... Exams... 2dae i have just managed to jump oover the SS hurdle. And managed to fall down on the emaths. Bt. Can still pick up and run. Wun die de. In fact... im feeling rather positive... foolish
Scared liao. Din study for the whole year 2dea den start to study. Ack. Ltr die... heck. studing social studdies. E maths no nid study... yet. Har har. dling abit of songs. Decided to dl sum jay chou songs- influence frm nlzz. lol . sian la. Cant even dota... Wait for the world to end...
I Hate studying. yes, everyone does. 2dae, im gonna learn from james. the smart guy. And list what i knoe abt the class...
according to seat.
Des- okay quite good friend, Sl. everi1 mus vote for him K?
Daryl- er, quite ok lar... at least she doesnt REally mind sitting b-side me.
Darren L- Okay, my long time great friend called the FADZ.
Nich lam- 2dea i Irritated him quite a lot. bt on the whole, proably the best 'scince sec 3' friend wif des. Btw hes a smart guy. Sorry, correction, crazy mugger. 5hrs a day...
Yiming- Occasionaly talk abit. She seems to b amused when i take nich lam's pencil case lol.
James- Ncc m8. Okay larhs. quite irritating for some reasons i wont list. Still, quite good. also a smart guy.
Daniel-- Nt veri singaporean to me. Seems very pro american. im quite fine wif him. And hes quite smart. bt also a mad mugger.
Zhang zhen- Cheena scholar. E maths rep. dun care. cos i dun hand in e maths. occasionaly halo.
Wei ming- ncc friend as well. Quite close bah... hes also quite smart considering he doesnt study much.
Nich lim- quite gay... proably. bt he saes hes nt. Aniway, hes a maths rep and he always lends me a maths hmwk ^^.
Liang xin- have pity. lol. quite funny. everi time i sae sumthing he will like -' what the hell?'
Daren tan- a chess enthu, wif me. has quite good results.
Zhang lei- seems like the most sociable of the cheena scholars. Still, asks people to buy xinthesis tickets.
Shili- seems very close to des ^^. shld be the best cadet in st johns bah. and she is lyke quite friendly lah... everi time 'hello!'
jun yong- okay... dun really know much. liang xin's good friend. always also 'what the hell?'
Li zhu- Seems lyke the shuai ge in the class lol. cordial wif him bah. hes basketball is imba for our standard...
Liwen- Heard from jia yi shes very atheletic seems she won the sport's day long distance sumthing. Also shld b quite smart bah... marks so high...
Li DAbo- ^^ just found out 3 Li's sitting beside each other. Liverpool fan. Very funny. Authru lee's pet. LOl. KEeps on sleeping in class. cheena scholar too if ur from outside the class...
anden... Jiayang- i knoe nthing abt him. just a occasional 'hallo'
Pris- my former hmmm.... Quite good terms bah... And also her marks seems to be dropping...
Huiting- Er, according to the class shld be laughing disorder. quite friendly...
Rebecca- Dun really knoe much. English shld be good thou...
MMzzyy- The hair lyke dunno what liddat. Even influenced his sister. Dota player. chess player as well ^^. Quite good terms bah.
Meng Yue- quote from james blog-' future 10a1er?' sumthing like that. only time we talk is when she ask me to pay $$.
Eng lin- the 'cookie monster'. good friend+ punching bag lol. Hes veri funny thou. Also quite smart.
chongjian-chess playeh. can spin a basketball on his finger...
vanessa- seems to be quite close to randoopy... er... shld also be quite rich bah...
fenghua- knoes nuthing abt this cheena scholar.
Jun ho- joker. veri slack this year. proably tinking abt last year. Still, quite good friend bah.
zhiling- shld be in art stream?
wang jing- last time sit beside me 1... now go there sleeps occasionaly. chinese shld be good also...
@pril- lol. Dunno much either...
Tang Yang- quite ok bah... usually looks up when i ask randoop for sweet.
Randoop- abit siao abt basketball. lyke his whole life only basket ball. see somebody - 'ni jing tian you mei you qu ta qiu?' Ncc friend. v good friend. And... btr nt sae...
chelsea- quite close to randoopy. er. very responsible? er. has a sister that is close to randoopy as well.
who sits beside chelsea??? ... cant rmb.
xiao qi- another one of randolph's good friend. Odac. therefore also the fadz friend.
Jeffery- or as des saes, doryfish. Lol. dunno why dory. Aniways, improving, bbt still abit irritating. Nich lam's good friend as well.
Hmm... Kang wei wei kang- another of my old school mates... okay larh.japanese speaker
i rmb jolene is sumwhere near there. cos always talk to weikang- good friend wif kangwei proably cos they er.... did they sit together in pri sch? or were they in diff class?
Sonal- very tall. er. kang wei's good friend. shld be abt it... anione else??
I am proud to anounce that i do not revise the least. Randolph revises lesser than me. haha. and den, 2dae i told wesley im sorry for calling him act. I have bin wanting to sae that quite long le. bt scared to. Haiz. luckily said le. next... i found myself, quite talented. And i thank god for blessing me with it. hahas.
Okay.. im living in a seperate universe frm the rest of them... sadded. my mom is there, mouth like a printer liddat. non-stop one. My sister is like doing her own comp stuff. My dad is like downstairs. nt caring. And i am like up here, acting like a fool. All my friends. I believe that they are real. The fadz. Ive grown abit apart frm him. Due to loadsa reasons. First, nw i talk to nlzz abit more. scince the fadz doesnt want to play dota. second, i spending more time wif randoop. thou he still treats me like a kid... anden lastly, i dun walk wif him home as often as last time. Zzz.
wei ming is like so great lah... i still thought his charmaine is they anihow talk one... actually they lyke quite pro lah... zzz. wunder will i ever be in a relationship... unlikely lah... cos ... haiz... grow taller than say...
Just look at my mom nag and scream at me: Blah blah blah blah. want what lose lose situation? huh? scince last sunday i already say what no computer already and you still do? orh. Anden anden anden.... Six aclock already... etc.etc.etc. nt even listening. 2dea submited raffles cup form. Yay! our team a sucks team b is ok and team c... all sec 2 ...
okays! First. 2dea kok told me that we cannot join raffles due to lack of clocks. bt can do one lah... clock nt important. so. going to bao ming aniway. nt that i care... Anden, i trying to make nlzz's map. bt alot of things i dunno how to. so maebe next time. Haha... my mom want me to study leh.. seriously... study??
Okays, alvin's message has just made me realise i havent been in touch abt chess for lyke 1 month le. Cos i din go lao shi's hse. cos that sucks. Anden. my saturdays a full aniway. Den still so far. Den no mood go. Den dun go.Haiz. Sien la. the char yong bei. So suck.If i won a prize i will still go. bt never win. Sasdded. So never go. Anway i cannot tahan the school . So dam boring. if nt so boring...
Okays. I love my life. Its great. Still, theres no meaning in life. Yes, im happy and my hearts filled with joy, but deep inside theres still a void of meaningleess ness and sorrow that no one can fill... Sadded. maebe learn from LEsty Besty wait till 2012 when all the world DIES. WAKAKA. Cant wait... lol turning abit siao...
YAY.2012 doomsday... yea.. like great. bt i cant go on on my meaningless rant abt meaningless ness. Zzz. Haiz. Gotta go study. 2dae bio test already 1 qns wrong...
just found out. its hard to go around helping people. therefore, only possible way is to die!. Nvms, short post. 2dae physics test shld have been quite easy. nt by mr chan. chan= hard. Lol. Still... gt back half ofhistory test. gt 5/6. quite ok... Okay... next... now going to benedict's b dae. Happi b dae ben. haiz. need to change le...
okay. Apart frm my meaningless rant abt meaningless, today was a tuesday! Bet u din knoe that. Anways. 2dea finally got back my compo! The compo is abt Major 'cookie monster' Eng Ling. and Capt 'randolph'. LOls. Scored highest! Yay! i came home and found out i missed dental... again. Nvms. Always also miss dental aniways. Aniway thedental is at 2.30. my class end at 3.15. ha Ha... sien nlzz and fishy is plaeing...
Schooling. This stupid society has lead everyone into believing schooling is important. I personally believe, everyone needs to only study until primary school. After that, they should study in what they are interested in and what they want to become. We should learn to set our goals early. Mathematics in Sec sch is Absolutely MEANINGLESs. Why The HELL. do we need to know what the hell is log and cos and sin? Unless ur planning to be a mathemathician... or a freak. ZZZ.Society is duumb gotta change the mindset. In my opinion, the only subjects compulsary will be English, Chinese and SS. Seriously. Why do we need to know HCL+Zn= what. LYKE were going to be a scientist or sumthing... DAM DAM DAM STUPID. I dun mind quitting school... cept for my friends.
Life is meaningless. Life is meaningless, all meaningless. You spend your life working, labouring and what do you have to show for it? Sun rise, Sun set, flower bloom flower die, time passes, over and over again...Everything leads to weariness... Everyone will come to pass, Everyone has a time. Wisdom and knowledge are for fools. With more wisdom, comes much sorrow. More knowledge, more grief. Laughter is FOOLISH. What does pleasure accomplish? Everything is meaningless, a chasing after the wind. nothing wasa gained under the sun. What does a wise man gain over a fool? the same fate overtakes both, they both die. so life SUCKS, becos all of it is meaningless. All the thing a person has toiled for under the sun must be left to the one who comes after him. What does a man get for all the toil and anxious striving with which he labors under the sun? A man can do nothing better than to eat and drink and find satisfaction in his work. Why do we nt all go play dota, eat sleep. Lyke Jj's quote- ' talk cock, sing song, play mahjong' To the sinner, god gives the task of gathering and storing up wealth to hand it over to one who pleases god.
Okays, back to this ri men hua ti... Lol. First. The typical life of an average student. Shall use myself as an example-- go to Kindergarden. Dunno for what reason , bt just go. Supposedly for the Pursuit of knowledge and to give a headstart in pri sch. Go pri sch. Cos govt says so. And for the Pursuit of knowledge. anden after 6 years of meaningless studying for the pursuit of knowledge, every test score well happy- every test score badly unhappy. Shouldnt we not let such a trival thing like test marks affect our happyness? Then score PSLE lyke shit liddat. Bt still managed to get into XMS. Then another 3 years of pursuiting oof knowledge. All just to get a better job. And ME. Acting lyke a Goondoo. Kip on holding on the HMT. Okays la. Im trying to hold onto it for the 2 pts. Bt then, why waste so much effert just to score well in O levels? Why go through so much hardship? WTF is O levels for? Why get into triple sience=good and combined science=bad? So WHAT if u score 0 marks for all subjects in O level? Get a bad job? Suffer hardship? The End is DEATH! So WHAT if u score All A1 in O level? Get into RJC? SO WHAT? Damit. GEt into RJC big ar? zzz... Dunno why my parents so want me to score well... when i do not even give a damn abt my future... Haiz. No meaning mah. good future, bad future oso die. Anden hor, Scince I am a christian, Shldnt i be spending all my time on being christianly? Shldnt I go to Africa and bcum a helper or what? Isnt that the only thing that is justifyable? If u r a buddhist, Shouldnt you be lyke walking around the school waiting for a teacher to carry a heavy bag so u can carry? Or busy building walls to protect Ants from being STEPPED on? Or shouldnt you yourself go around just HElping people? So IF that is what we should do, Why ARE we PURSUITING knowledge? The huo dao lao xue dao lao theory is made by a person with air in his head. WHY would we want to HAVE SO MUCH KNOWLEDGE? FOR F***? so much knowledge got what use? Brain becum big ar? Know so mani thing for What? SO WHAT IF you know that x to the power of 3 graph is zig zag? WIll make you go to heaven ar? WIll make u reincarnated into KING ar? Learn maths for what? Learn HISTORY FOR WHAT? WHAT IS past is already GONE. Learn For wHAT? Learn abt that LOSER Sang nila UTAMA for what? He going to appear in our dream isit?? zzz. Anden, haiz, post too long le. Maebe wen i cum back frm church...
Okay, first, hmcoming day and speech dae. I woke up lyke 6.45 ytd cos my cousin din cry to wake me up .Wah so rush. den i by 7.00 reach school liao. Jian and the jin jie nt yet go. Den we go do the speech day thingy lor. the band chairs are lyke quite heavy if u hold like 8 of them together lah... Still need to bring frm hall to band room. The rest is lyke quite slack. Cos my duty become no duty. Early early already do. Haiz. Hm coming dae. WEnt to de stall. okay. Helped Nicky's father for lyke 2 mins. Den went off to buy food. spend spend spend. Then my sister ask me for money in cupon form. Den give lor. Den went to do the fishing of 304. abit boh liao lah... bt gt the 2dollar discount cupon. So just try lor. in the end cannot even catch. Caught 4-5 fishes. and 1 dead fish. Den put the 4-5 fishes back. Haiz. Den raining. Den we jump hit the tent. Make water splash hit Eng ling. I nid to stand on the chair thou. .. After dat.... Went to the 305 stall. Buy a SAtay stick. Go bbq our own marshmellow. Missed them going to lan. Zz. Sian la. Go back den play lor.
Okays. Ive come to the conclusion. That Life IS MEANINGLESS. Yes. That is true. But b4 u go jump out of ur window, read finish this post. First question- What Is Your Goal In life? Is It to have a good job? Earn 1 million? Earn 2 million? Live life happily? Live life meaningfully? And if u r a christian, To praise god? if u r a buddhist to help other people to earn Merit? Secondly- What is the purpose of what you are doing now? You are proably studying rite? so, Does studying help u reach ur life goal? does it help u fufill ur spritual goal? It doesnt rite? so WHY study? Seriously, Does studying make u happy? no rite? so WHY studdy. The only reason you study is to get a good job and to earn money. What is the point of money? Money is meaning less. Seriously. Every thing on earth is meaning less. Every thing is a chasing after the wind... Theres no meaning in anything. So Why Do we still live? hmmm... u answer bah. All our life's goal and mission is a chasing after the wind.... Great sia... windchasers LOLx.
Haiz. Mum out working. Nobdoy giving a DAm abt what im doing. I dun GIve a DAm Abt what the others are doing. Sounds so emo. Lol. Anyway, now gt nothing to do. Finished Dota and a new TD. Wah. Life cONTROLLED BY TE COMP. So Sien Sia. SSS. haiz. Still gt hmwk. No Tiem to Do. Sry Correction. Its NO MOOD to do. Haiz maebe going to steeeeel my self to go and do. So BOring. Hmwk is...
Okays. time now is 8:11. 2dae was an like usual average day for the bored... Haix. morning i so sleepy. Den sneeze sneezes sneeze. Ytd's shooting got my bag WET due to tha rain. WTF... So bring one kuku sling bag to school. WA sien. Sling bag nt for ppl that study study like me... better suited for ppl lyke randoop and juuunhaaaoo. Dun bring hmwk, text book all stuff under table^^. Actually it sounds a little like me... bt just a little. ThEn. Miss SIVA nt yet return the Compo on narrative WRITING. Cannot wait for it sia... Hao sian... Hopefully will come back soon and Zheng lin CAN REAd my beautiful essay on Maj'cookie monster' Eng Lin. LOL. I tHInk its gREAT. Den AFter dat. WEnt for the hmcoming day rehersal. OKAYS... We need to reherse bringing the table and chair out... Der randolphs choice of ppl is abit shity la... Zzz. Never minds. There was lyke quite boring lah bring the band thing open the door. Den found out I going Spec Course. Ok... that was good at least no nid to pon ncc for the rest of my life^^. btw this ^^ is learnt frm nlzz and nlzy.
Hihi peeps... im sien waiting for my uncle to come back and dint have time to go plae dota. aniways. 2dae go ah mo quee camp go sh00t m16. We gt 18 bullets. enuf to kill 18 ppl. bt i suppose if I was the shooter they would have to be As big as zheng lin otherwise i wld miss... Haiz. There wait 1 hr-- -.- usual ncc style. Go early there WAIT. WAIT IN THE RAIN summore. Wtf bag all wet!!! DaMIt LAh. In the end stuff the ear plug in and shoot. With the blind fold. Sianz. All MISS. I mean like it was like so dam like dam dam great !! Can SHOOT AGAIN!!! YEAH. Haiz. physcioing myself to be happier is boring...
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