[[How has been]]

Monday, May 26, 2008

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1 more hour to go. before i need to meet at the airport. To go to beijing. Feeling kinda excited. And worried. And sad. Excited cos going China. Worried cos the chess comp dunno jullian and arthas whether will cock up. And Sad cos im GONNA MISS SPEC Course. FTWWTFFTW. WASTE OF MY time in XMSNCC. FATHERLY. What stupid internal promotion. I then -want sia.a Stupid Stupid stupid. so bye byes. See u in 13 days time.

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

[[second last post b4 beijing hibernation]]

Im going to beijing tmr. Hope it will be good. at least alot of people that i know are going as well. yay. aniways, 2dae plaed standard wc3. finally know how to use the tower surround technique. Omfg. u surround the comp it acts like a FOOL. ALAF. Dam funny. walk here walk there. aniways, u need the hero to distract the enemy while u build ur tunnels. Towers i mean. Anw, 2dae was full of packing. pack until sian. pack pack pack. hopefully got everything. Oh yes, tmr must EAT vitamin C and bring the CREAM.

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Friday, May 23, 2008

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I cant find my CHECKLIST!! Shit la... dunno whre i put it. Anw, going to parent teacher meeting soon. Nt really looking forward to it...

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Thursday, May 22, 2008

[[fun Fun]]

Life is very fun. Especially after you have owned in dota. HEHE. plaed against sum bunch of noobs. RANDOMED visage ... COOlsia. wa sian. Sian. Sian. so cool la 2dae. I din slept during A maths. Cool . Slept like for 15 mins. In the end still lyke quite tired. I DONT usually sleep in class. just that was very very tired after watching champion league. WA sian. Nvm. The champion league was very interesting. Todays lessons were very boring. high light of the day- uno and tai tee. WA sian. So bored la. Den went to tuition. tuition. tuition. and plaed comp. the usual... shitbag. Tmr gt science comptetion. hope can do wellllllllllll. never minds. even if i dont do well, NLzz and co better do...

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

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Hi. This class is lyke quite imba. First example. Fadz. One of the last in class. In the top half of level. Imba rite? this shows that our class has standard sia. Woot. We full of PRC scholars. Wat u expect? Aniways, i barely manged to squeeze into the top half of the class. Lyke dam hard la. With sot tiao muggers. That mug day and nite. And do homework. And hand up homework. And hand up homework on time. And do corrections. And hand up corrections. I mean like... how u win these people?? Aniways, even the singaporeans in the class are strong... Zzz. Maebe need to study lerhs... SHIT SHIT. NEverminds. today, went to the Singapore science Center. for the national science challenge. Interesting larhs... Den went to do the presentation. Presentation abt newton's 3 laws. i want to talk at first. den daniel say he want. Den inthe end give him lorhs... Haix. nvm. i thot he did quite well. hehe. I thot WE as in WE did quite well. O btw we= Me, daniel, NLZZ, liwen and pris. HArhar. Came back to sch. Did nt go the hua wen zhi duo xing. wtf. Den went for ncc. SLACKED. LALA. I no post. No nid do aniting. Go play basket ball. unfortunately i suck at it...

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

[[Vesak+2dae]]

shall start with yesterday. yesterday, i woke up at 8:30. Like one of the latest this year. T_T. cos i usually wake up early. cos was very tired last nite. Anden, i went to labrador park with moi family. For a church ev ent. Quite boring. Game was ok. First one is to take photo similar to that of a photo that wus already taken. den see who can finish faster. The teams are choosen according to family. Hee. My family, father leader, was the second in that game. After that, had lunch. din eat much cos morning eat meepok alrdy. den, see people fly kite. I think kk sucks. stop saying that. Lol. Afterdat, second game. Abit boring. Make shapes using people. Den after dat play "monkey frisbee". Scratched my knee. Scraped the skin. WAlaooo. Anden go home. Play comp. Sleep. the usual. And my father Injured his BACk while JUMPING down frm a TREe. cool uh? HaHA. Lol. Next. Today, got back results. Got into Top half of express stream for my imba class. as in 12/25. Pro uh? for the entire class, got 20/42. LALALA. Always in the TOP half. LOlz.

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

[[Sundays. Boring]]

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Friday, May 16, 2008

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Brain is gonna explode soon. I STILL cant reach york hao EVEN AFTER I told him to ON his Darn HANDPHONE. WALAn. EARly know dun kpo and sign up for the DARNED raffles. In de end dunno how to go, Alvin nt going, need to find way there MYSELF. And dunno abt york hao. ARTHAS. is taking bus himself. WAlan. Still need to get CLOCK frm kok guan. And still need to EXPLAIN why no CLOCK. And, still need to FIND the FORM. Still need do TUITION HMWk. STill need to EXPLAIN 2 teacher why im gonna miss the maths olym and the CIP. WALAN. DAM confusing. IM CONFUSED.

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My marm is now blaming me of not talking to HER. when she is not talking to ME. I waited a whole afternoon for her to come back. She come back call me come down. She think i WHAT sia? She call come i drop down everything run to her meh? Den now i call her come up, she also never come up. WAt shit. Dun come up dun come down fair fair lor

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[[Sad]]

The world goes around and around. Never changing. Just like life. I found out this bicultural trip is causing alot of harm and pain to me. Zzz. Just to go there need to waste so much time. On stuff that are irrelevant to me. Like i have to miss Raffles cup. And i still have to help do the entire stuff. And i have to miss spec course. sobs. Rly sad. WAsted my 3 years of going to ncc. After all, i going to be same as the rest of the regular Ponners. shit la... V sadded lei.

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

[[2nd round of results]]

DEad. my l1r5 is 10 pts. LALa. great...

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Wednesday, May 14, 2008

[[1st round of results.]]

A maths: 40/80 - just passed. Din expect it. Expected something around 60. woot. Sad.
Chinese: 104.5/200- Just passed as well. expected sort of it. I wus thinking if lucky will get sth like 55%. If unlucky fail lor. Zzz. This is expected. In my opinion its actually quite good. Considering previous stuffs...
Physics:30.5/60. U can say im sheer tyco or u can say its perfectly planned. Everything so borderline pass. Cool. Physics paper was a letdown. Which i expected it to be everscince i completed, or rather failed to complete it.
Now, for the better marks.
English: 68++ shld be 69. FTW la. Darnit. COmpo was lousy . Crappy. stupid perseverance. Damit. Crapped. First time writing expository in exam. But i wanted CHANGE. Lol. Anyway, letter writing was average. Erh, the coprehension wasnt wat i expected. If nt wrong im top, i hope. Lol .Din expect it. Aniways, the Summary was the letdown. WALAN. content 9/15 language 5/10. FTW la.
History: 76%. A1. Great. Happy. Expected, sort of...
Chemistry: 83%. A1. YAY. So happy. Dunno whether top or not. Doubt it ... with imba people like liwen and meng yue around...

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

[[Bored]]

Wasian. 2dae is dam boring. After exams is dam boring. Feeling very troubled. Due to some O level stuff. Sadded. At least my moms coming back soon...

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Monday, May 12, 2008

[[convinced?]]

hows that creation stuff? makes sense? at least to me it does. I have subscribed to the creation magazine. ani1 interested can ask me to lend. Anws, 2dae was lyke a usual post-exam day. Watched a movie. okay okay larhs. Next, went back to class. play bomb o .Den watch a dance for assembly. Den sth abt my chinese o levels... shit la. V worried. I cant go to raffles cup due to the beijing trip. BET that xinmin will die terribly. Srsly. Eben with me we will still die. LOl. SAdded. 2dae after wards, went to the nlzz hse. Haha. He on the way keep on trying to dissuade us frm going to his hse bt to no avail. SO SAD. Poor NLZZ. Lol. in the end we went to his hse to borrow bmt racket. So funny. his mother according to him dont like people to go to his hse. Bt on the contary, hes mom was very friendly. Den we borrow the bmt racket go down and play. HAHA. I won desmond. LALAl. tmr going to play scoccer wif desmond. Ani1 interested?

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Sunday, May 11, 2008

[[Why evolution is wrong]]

Firstly, the seminar talked abt. Why the evolution theory is stupid. Firstly, how can stupid atoms(non-living) program them selves to become living? There is no way that it can do that even by chance. It is like a tornado going through a Garage anden u get a bmw that can move. Furthurmore, there is also no way for it to move, even if the atoms were so smart. You cant have information without a iltelligent being. this intelligent being therefore must be god. There is no way that you can get information by chance. Random information is no information. Unless there is someone to decode it. And, Unicellular organisms can NEVER evolve into multi cellular organisms. Woot. U keep a bacteria for billions of years and u get a human? No sense rite? and natural selection DECREASES the amount of infomation instead of increasing it. For example. Dog X and DOg Y mate. Both have a short hair gene and a long hair gene. Their eight children- 2 short hair, 4 meduim hair, 2 long hiar. Lets say that they come to singapore from mongolia. they will breed. But, the long hair people will die. After a few generations, the Dogs will nolonger have anymore long hair gene. thus, natural selection decreases the amount of information. Mutation is even dumber. Mutation is the accident "copying error". For example, this blogskin. I Mutate it-- delete away one line of instructions and replace it with gibberish. What will happen? will the blog suddenly become like DAM GREAT? obviously not correct? Another example of Mutation. I have a Car. mutate it- iavhe ac ra. Makes sense? All these points to a Divine being in that has created the universe

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[[interesting]]

Ytd nite i went to a creation seminar conducted by a australian rocket scientist. Woot. Wat he says makes sense thou. quite fun leh. According to the bible, god created the world in6 days and rested on the 7th. He created man in his image and the rest of the animals. It was suposed to be a paradise, a utopia. however, days or weeks after creation, Eve, the loser, the barstard, decided to listen too the serpent and eat the fruit of the knoweldge of good and evil. woot. that Idiotic adam also "ting lao po" and eat the fruit. With that, they were kicked out of the Garden of Eden. Thorns and Thistles sprang out of the ground. All todays sufferings , diseases , killings and death is the cause of Man's Rebellion against God. Or so it says. at around 1.6k years after adam, there was Noah. Anden, the Flood. Which kiled out the entire population that"breathes through nostrils". I.e, they believe most of the fossils of the world are formed during the flood, and not through MILLions of years. It rained for more than a year non -stop. The waters covered the moutain tips by 8m. when the land began to dry, they believe that god had pulled the land out of the ground. and, all the animals were let out. Oh and btw noah was 700 years old by then. His 3 sons and their wives repopulated the world. Then, there is the tower of Babel. Where god SPlit the people. Created different races and languages. ah .. Then theres Jesus ba. Den he died. then he rose again. then until now lor
Roughly 6k years.
The entire universe is not older than 7k years. Opposite to previously predicted dunno how many billion years. all CRAP.

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Friday, May 9, 2008

[[First day of post-exams.]]

Sch post exam activities suck. Morning, at sch was sumting abt tile painting. only a selected few did anything. we plaed jeffery's bom-o. Boring thou.next, we went for movie screening. the show name shld be facing the giants. if im nt wrong. frnt part dam boring. cant eben hear wat they say. that is until mr chee on the subtitles. den nt bad. missed part of recess to watch it. Anden, plaed chess. srsly think our chess standard is dam low... the arthas everyday air strike dont want show. bet its some noob shit stuff. that we can easily break. lol. Aniway, the last part was a total disaster. the sls cant eben control the people that they 'invite' up to stage. fazly and the whos act like a fool on top of the stage. blow balloon indeed... wat shit sia. proably need teachers to maintain order. the slb's too ... went to CUT HAIR. LALA. Desmond waited while i cut hair. den cut finish go home. wanted to play scoccer with augustine bt den decided computer more fun :D. Anden, oh... Lester is fat

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Thursday, May 8, 2008

[[O--lala]]

Going to play chess. RAWR. Bored. My dad is anti-comp games. According to my family, i become a monster when i am playing comp as in dota. Woot. sienzibua. okay. So. Joshua, i mean the long lost joshua, has teeched me how to link. Therefore, i have linked Him and The pro. lol. tmr going to link summore. And, 2dae was listening compre mothertongue. WAIT. YESTerday first. Yesterday was the unofficial end of EXAMS. E maths paper 1 was chicken... Seriously. Compared to the other imba papers, Emaths paper 1 wus easy. It wus also my sister's birthday yesterday. So, tday went for my chinese Listening compre. Full of confidence. In the end i dun think can get full mark. bt still shld be quite good. OLALALA. Den went to xi quan hse. with desmond go there kick scoccer. Kick until a group of malays come. want kick with us. bt we dun want kick with them. so we go away. Haha. den play lf2.5. hehe. can win tengyong and xi quan. waikit abit hard... LOL. Quite fun. DDen come home play dota. Then mrs lim CALLEd me. Sadded. something to do abt the O level giro...

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Tuesday, May 6, 2008

[[OKayssss]]

Now that the exams are over, i can finally go back to my philosophical thinkingsss. Firstly, Darren has come up with this Big brain theory. The Big Brain Theory states that: Everybody is born with a same brain. Everybody is born EQUAL. BRAINS DO NOT GROW SMARTER. THEY gROW dumber. Activities such as playing CHINESE CHESS speeds up dumbness of the brain. LOl. funny... I got a better theory. The Humans Are Dumb theory : Everybody is born the same. What happens in your life is due to CHOICES. CHOICES are SMART or DUMB. EVERYBODY Makes more DUMB choices than SMART ones. SMART choices reap good stuff. DUMB choices reap bad stuff. like Karma.

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Monday, May 5, 2008

[[Its over...]]

its over. at last . a 'maf' is over. Lol. Should can pass ba... damit.. decided that playing SLOW GAME CHESS has slowed down my mind. like last time i play chess either 10 min win or 10 min lose or 10 min draw. Den Dat LAOSHI. cum and sae. Cannot LOSE before 25 mins. SO THINK LONG LONG LOR. Decided that it has slowed down my brain. I kip on rechecking the qns... Stupid brain ar... Think in chess match ar? wrong den wrong la.. just GET OVER it and do the OTHER QNS... walao... Damit la. Chess= one step wrong= die. Studies= 1 qns wrong = nevermind. Studies= many questions never do= die. -.-

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Sunday, May 4, 2008

[[The what test that i saw frm gilbert's blog]]

Name: nicholas khawDate: 5/4/2008Colorgenics Number: 06713542
You are seeking protection against anything which might seem to be exhausting you or tiring you out. It would appear that you are seeking a life of security and physical ease, free from any problem or disturbance.
You are in need of rest, some peace and quiet. You feel the need to be close to that someone special, that someone who can give you that special consideration and unquestioning affection that you seek. If you don't find that 'special someone' and resolve your problems very soon, you are liable to become extremely introverted and cut yourself off from society.
You have a high opinion of yourself. It is perhaps because of this self-centredness that you become exasperated when you feel that your needs are misinterpreted by those around you. When this happens - and it does quite often - you feel that there is no-one that can understand the way you feel and it is because of this egocentric self that you are quick to take offence.
Recently everything seems to have gone wrong and so you are experiencing considerable stress and anxiety due to mental conflict. A continuous case of 'Should I?' or 'Shouldn't I?'. At this particular moment in time you feel as if you have reached the end of your tether and it seems impossible to ever rectify the situation and so you have decided, perhaps quite unrealistically, to postpone making any further decisions. Disappointment and unfulfilled hopes have given rise to despondency. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decision, you are likely to immerse yourself in the pursuit of trivialities as an escape route.
You seem to be always on the defensive and that is because you have failed to establish yourself in a manner consistent with your own high opinion of yourself. You are trying to prove yourself with inadequate resources and this has resulted in considerable stress. You are trying to escape from these excessive demands on your reserves by adopting a defensive attitude in which you refuse to be committed or to be involved in further unpleasantness.

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[[Next chess match..]]

1. C8.4 r1+1 2. H8+7 h8+7 3. P1+1 r1.6 4. A4+5 c2.5 5. R9.8 h2+3 6. R8+4 a6+5 7. E3+5 c8.9 8. H2+1 p5+1 9. H1+2 h7+5 10. C2-1 p5+1 11. P5+1 p9+1 12. H2+3 r6+2 13. C2.3 c9+3 14. P5+1 c5+2 15. R1+2 r9.8 16. H7+5 r8+9 17. C4-2 h5+3 18. H3-1 c9.8 19. R8.7 c5+1 20. H1-3 r6+5 21. C3+1 c5.6 22. C3.4 r8.6 23. A5-4 c8+4 24. A4+5 r6+1 }END " hehe... so act lor....

[[I wrote this at]]*|3:37 PM|

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Okays. So. About. Today. today. is Sunday. I found out i cant go on the comp at all on saturday. Cos of my commitmments. I gt chess practice in morning, tuition and hmwk in afternoon. Dinner at nite. At chess, lost to han loong twice. Sien. screw kai ju larhs... WE sure wunt get aniting for raffles 1 lor. zzz aniways, go there make numbers and get experience. sien. without kok summore. SIBEI SIAn. haiz. 2dae. need to study A maths. havent been studyiing. Much. shld be ok. After mrs yeo's ''tuition". shld b thanabale. Going to study sooon. And , church is v sien la... anw, i found out im ALLERGIC to air con... Nowunder gt so much coughs... Btw, im going to link others soon... after i find out how from the legendary MYE chiongsterr

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Friday, May 2, 2008

[[blardy day.]]

Shit la... i 2dae physics paper very noisy. At least thats what the xiaoqi and randoop say. Lol. I first 10 mins nt doing much... think abt first qns. In THE END. no time to do. Rushed the entire section C. Failed to do the Huiting qns. walao.. go buy a sponge for wat sia.... Think i will do badly :(. Next, History. Mugged already. So quite easy. Just WRITE AND WRITE. Anden. Come home. FOUND OUt moi father, had PASS WORD LOCKED THE COMP. AGAIN. DUE TO MY MOM COMPLAINGING. walao. Shit la... bt at least got laptop lol. Den i go out wif my cousin. and uncle. Then WHILE I WUS WAITING OUTSIDE for the REST of them to GET OUT OF NTUC, THE LITTLE CHUBBY CHENG YI ZOOMeD OUT OF The PRAM AND Smacked HEAD FIRST/. INTO THE ROUGH FLOOR. WA. I So SCARED. Den bring CHENGy to the parents. IMMEDIATELY TIO INTERROGATED. ALREADY So SCARED. still get INTERROGAtED. Haiz. Luckily NTh WRONG with him. GOING TO BRING HIM TO ABC hospital at 7.30. LOl. Lucky nothingHAPPENED. OR ELSE... SADDED...

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Thursday, May 1, 2008

[[Mugging through the day...]]

OKay.. 2dae i have OFFICIALLY MUGGED for 3 hrs.. Record. Lol . Seeing like i dun usually mug 1. Bt aniway, only mug textbook. Cant bother to go look for files... Haiz. At night den go find baaaa. Aniway, i doubt tmr will be TOO difficult scince MR chan oledii said that physics will be QUITE easy. history shldnt be to much a prob... Morning went out go see my ansecstors URNS. go mandai, hill and the other 1. Haiz. Forget all the names. Wasnt paying attention aniway. Only know 1 out of the 10 people we went to see urn... all dead b4 i wus born. Lol. Anden plaed CXQ. Points up to 17++ anden. vEri worried abt the CLOCKS. THE CLOCKS CLOCKS CLOCKS. WAAA siehjialat. LOL.

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