[[How has been]]

Friday, May 29, 2009

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chi o levels in less than 3 days time. i completed the campaign from nightelf to the end. wahaha. lol. NO MORE warcraft. Darkthrone limited to 30 mins each day for sat and sun. we musnt give up.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:07 PM|

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

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Life has less meaning now than 3 months ago. must be the chinese. lets get over and done with it. add oil

feel like not taking chinese O levels. Haiz. Will persist. Life is confusing.

No goal. Following the crowd. Stupid. Once again, I fail to see the importance of education. Singapore's education really needs to go back to morals. really.

[[I wrote this at]]*|7:58 PM|

Sunday, May 24, 2009

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We have to treasure our youth. Stop complaining. This is going to be the happiest time of our life.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:34 PM|

Thursday, May 21, 2009

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I am highly concerned about evolutionist thinking becoming 'fact' when it is only 'speculation' and highly groundless ones at that.

Seriously, my fellow youth of today, you ought to dig deeper. For those who have religion, stick to it. Otherwise your life will be meaningless. There is no meaning if you evolved from apes.

IN CASE you people think that evolution has been proven, i beg to differ. PLEASE do some research. DO not close your mind to supernatural happenings. DO not close your mind to the existence of a divine being. Do not think that evolution is scientific. Im very uneasy about the point that they even teach evolution in OUR bio textbook. This is very worrying. And leefy himself seems to preach as if evolution is scientific. I do not think so. Just because evolution is the only plausible albiet disproven way of us existing without a 'god' people shouldnt embrace it just because they do not want to believe in a god. Seriously i think that the 'evolution is fact' dogma must be broken otherwise there will be much more dire consequences to follow. An example of the consequences already in place would be the moral erosion. The sucides, the mass murders.

ANyone who wishes to find out more can contact me and I will try my best to help you.

[[I wrote this at]]*|7:14 PM|

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

[[reflection]]

I WILL NOT PLAY FROZENtHRONE campaign anymore. I cant believe its such a waste of time. And i havent blogged on my life for very long, it seems.

WEll, my life has settled into a routine. I dont have anymore crazy ideas. Devoid of creativeness. Its just school-home-play-study(abit)-sleep-school... Haiz, my sat and sun is the same. Im just sticking to schedule, mundane life. I even do the same thing every recess, which is to stay in class like a fool. Nothing fun, except maybe all the couples. Haizxc, maybe will have more soon. I spose.

Im doing nothing. Not even the usual sniping, or anything - no plans, absolutely nothing. And look at the url of my blog. I am doing nothing while doing many things. 我在盲目的忙着。Rushing around blindly. Doing things, that people consider important, that society considers important, but things that have no meaning at all to me. I dont give a damn whether the school gets what shit MSG. Serious. I really should do 一些有意义的事. Something with meaning, and not something that I am doing just because everyone else is doing and that is what my family, society, and the world expects me to do. I do not want to be the tree that everyone wants me to be. Im self-centered so there.

Life without NCC would be great. Or so I thought. Now i dont mind going, but am too lazy to do so. At least it brings some spice to my life, gives me something to rant about. Neways, now the new ranting topic is on my mother tongue instructor the one that everyone doesnt like. Well, that person is really a pile of shit. Her teaching skills are comparable to that of my little toe. She repeats and regurgitates and reiterates and iterates and mirrors whatever she has done before. I think the former acting HOD of that department teaches much better. HAiz. Im bored without NCC. Chinese remedial helps, but is senseless. No meaning. SERIOUSLY, SO WHAT IF I GET AN A1. On the outside, im happy, 充满满足感，full of job satisfaction. BUT, I DONT CARE. like who cares which JC u go to? A decent one will do. One that doesnt have too many gangsters and stuff. AND HAS A justifiable amount of CCA choices. Which shouldnt really be a problem scince most JCS do have enough, numerically.

Ive decided to start reading again. Problem is i cant read while playing computer. And computer takes precedence. SO i read in school. Not much, just koping other people's books. I should be reading chinese. Haiz.

I feel like helping out in church, at least that wood give meaning. However, im lazy, and i have the powerful excuse of school which I will surely use. MANZ.

Now, what was i going to say? ya im sianed at my schedule. Day in day out same thing. AND things that i do not enjoy to boot. I think I quite like writing. Rubbish obv, i hate to write serious stuff. When I have time I will carry on with my ant watcher story. Im envious that jeffery managed to complete a couple thousand words in his spacing legends (18 chapters if im nt wrong). Dont really rmb

I can should must really stop wasting time. like playing wc3 campaign, as I have mentioned earlier. Now off to dinner, following which, study time =)(=

[[I wrote this at]]*|8:03 PM|

Sunday, May 17, 2009

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Hello everyone. Its been a few weeks scince i last blogged. Too busy playing. I spose. Well, ive unblocked www.darkthrone.com and am spamming it. Ive also started playing sprout TD single player =.=this is SAD. VERY BAD. nlzz is a bad boy. He is so bad that he shood be shot in the head. Ive realised that I cant study. EVerytime i wan study i will sleep. I know its an excuse but i make up excuses to counter my knowledge that it is an excuse.

With more wisdom comes more sorrow. cos you will 悲天悯人, very true. This collaborates with 'ignorance is blissful'. Knowledge isnt that powerful. It brings pain only. Happy is the fool.

Playing sprout TD again... sian. Neways, went to mr tang's chinese lesson. saw arnd half of my usual chinese class. Shows that we do care abt our chinese, and are concerned with her teaching us.

[[I wrote this at]]*|6:28 PM|

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

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ok everyone 8-9:30 will be my study time. I reALLy MUST study. 6-7 too, if i am able and there is no dota game.

[[I wrote this at]]*|5:51 PM|

Sunday, May 10, 2009

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head is still spinning. cannot shit. very bad. stomache ache. 37 degree + slight fever is damn annoying.

Zany Bridge
10
win: 135
lose: 113
2
9584 / 11000
64

[[I wrote this at]]*|5:30 PM|

Saturday, May 9, 2009

[[well]]

im finally getting better. After consuming 18 panadol tablets or so... and 6 antibiotic tablets 10+ chinese tablets and having some chinese treatment.

Fever started on thurs morning. 39.0 it reached its peak on thurs night 39.9. very very hot. den very tired. then cannot eat. then it keep around 38.* throughout whole of friday just after medicine finish it will hit 39.+ but low 39+. then it started coming down lor. yay.

and i heard there is a class outing. wee classouting. isnt that fun? go vote on the classblog

[[I wrote this at]]*|4:20 PM|

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

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A quick one.
Got back two results, history and amaths, both a1. great. 1 high 1 low thou.
Lets seeeee.
MT lessons was retarded.
The teacher is, like, the, target of our laughter.
Haha.
And she call me change place ><
actually i think changing place will do me good.
haiz.
neways, she doesnt teach properly. Went through 吸烟年轻化 again. =.=
我还是得努力，找个华文老师。
O yea, thx xiaoqi, liwen, jiayang, lizhu and cai bao for bothering to read and comment on my dumb essay. really appreciate the time spent.

[[I wrote this at]]*|8:02 PM|

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

[[About languages]]

Ive re-found out that to be good in a language is 99% linguistic ability. The ability to put your points across coherently... hmm for once im stumped in translating eng to chi. The 表达能力.

In writing a good compo, 内容 or content is secondary. With good 表达，you can utter crap and still bluff your way through. On the other hand, with crappy expressions, you will just die a terrible death no matter how good your points are.

表达 is based on vocabulary and grammar. Both are equally important. Maybe vocab a shade more. You have to be able to express yourself in order to get your point across, to score marks. To get vocabulary and grammar you have to read books. 长年累月的累积。but its too late now. Theres only 20 days till my O levels for chinese. What to do?

This is soooo evident in my chinese.

[[I wrote this at]]*|5:19 PM|

Monday, May 4, 2009

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hey hey. i think i pwnt both ss and english. i hope.
draws dagger out of english.
draws chainsaw out of ss.
arms a tsar bomba to find chinese

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:49 PM|

Sunday, May 3, 2009

[[SS&ENG]]

IM SO GONNA pwn SS and ENG and CHINESE O LEVELS.
hmm... overestimation of oneself is getting you nowhere boy...

lets seee... playing mofunzone. wasting time. wasting time. wasting time.
Haiz, thou i studied, abit by peoples standard, it is alot by my standards, and it feels horrible to study so much. guess im not born to mug uh. owell, revise revise until 11 or 10:30 tonight then sleep.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:20 PM|