[[How has been]]

Sunday, February 28, 2010

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what, the, hell. Tutorials. suC K. SHTI. I dislike tutorials. i dislike homework. putting them together makes it all the more detestful.
o ya, i veli sad lei. my class the people all very pro. haiz. i think i can try to be top half of class ba.. their english all good de. ohwell at least most of their chinese sucks too. like mine. otherwise we wouldnt be in the same class eh?
TUTORIALS SUCK. IM NOT GOING TO DO THEM!. SO THERE>

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:28 PM|

Thursday, February 25, 2010

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okay. i think, im adjusting to the jc life. helps that my class is pwntage. not lonely. quite happy. very happy. ohwell, ima in chess and photog. i missed photog so far until now. tmr has some photog talk by some war photographer who wuz from ri. ohwell. in chess i pawned, everyone? so far only have 1 draw in all competitions. IN RJC THAT IS. outside ill get pawned. ohwell. sad life. o yeah. and win all. yay!
hmmmmmmm. ya. got a few friends. lemme introduce them to my sec sch friends. the guy i sorta stick to earlier is ding jun. anglican high. hes in archery. then theres terence the turtle. ri. in red cross. yar. okay. done. still have others, but i dun feel like typing out. okayokay.
haiz. ima volunteering for the whatshit cip thing tmr.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:27 PM|

Monday, February 22, 2010

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okay. so im in chess+photog. meaning cca on tues, thurs, fri. rather disappointing that i din get into odac. haiz. doesnt matter

today's lesson. is what do you want your life. well. seriously what do you want.? i dont know. i want to do something meaningful. yet i tend to follow the crowd. why did i take bcme instead of what i really really really want. haiz. haiz. i have no idea la. can the world end. ? and see. im not doing much to, prepare myself for the world to end. haiz.

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Saturday, February 20, 2010

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ok. life is really hetic. and i havent got any ODAC sms by 12 yet. so. idk whether im in ornot. coz they say they will notify us by friday which is today and the time now is 12:01 AM. haiz. anw, im really considering going for less strenous ccas. im alrdy rather busy doing my stuffz. without ccas. idk hw will i cope, with ccaz. haiz. and the people around me are fricking smart, and fricking fit. im like, one of the un-fittest in my class. !!!. wth. coz it wuz acessed on running. idk,we average 400m at 1:45min. got short breaks inbetween. for like 2km. is. crazy. then i cant do 7 pull ups. i did 1. pathetic right? haiz. then standing broad jump. clear the mark he set (220). haiz. sux. now im in a big pond. and im realising how small i am. ohwell.
hmmm. jc life is really. weird, different. at least i have some friends now. feel happy in school. good. haiz. i think i should make an effort to like my og. after all the are nice people. those people i usually talk to always dont go for og gatherings->makes me feel liek i have no one to talk to. haiz.
haiz.
well atleast i think i can beat them in dota. and chess. how comforting.

EDIT: okay. i din get into. odac. ah well. simplifies things. like how not getting into KI does. but then. makes me feel liek a failure. haiz. i dont like to get rejected. nooooooooooooooooooo. why they dun wan me?

[[I wrote this at]]*|12:00 AM|

Thursday, February 18, 2010

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wao. i commited a grave error. well. THE STORY: last night, i felt quite stuffy. So i opened my windows. And due to odac trials was very tired. so i spelt. BIG MISTAKE. kena pawn by mosquitoes. very badly. argh. this sux.
ya. so odac haven call me. even thou i hiked 15 km for their trial. ohwell. proally go chesss+photog and take some enrichment. hmm. hmm. what next.
ya. school. very bad ah. timetable sux. 4:10 on mon, tues, thurs. thankfully im not in ncc. so ya. i can go home early on. fri. i think. HMM. if i dont join ODAC i can go home early on weds too. HMM...
HMM. okay. my class is great la. like seriously. yaaaaaaaaaaaaay. teachers aer not bad too... have some ratherbad first impressions. but now i think. will be. tahanable to a large extent. hmm.
i still miss my sec sch friends. it feels weird. not knowing anyone. like last time, i was hardly ever alone. haish.
and i dont know whats my next move. neither do i dare to make it
haiz. jc life is really. different. i do hope i will enjoy it. haish. i think i can forget about dotaing on weekdays or something... look at what i have now. two 500 word essays. and i got reprimanded today for not bringing newspaper articles... bahz. sucksz.
ima really thankful for my family and friends. really helps.
nao. i applied for bio olympiad (i didnt/forgot to sign for the math one INANYCASE people there get GOLDs for SMO), ah, middle east progrmme. and india bicultural. i decided to not make it 3 in a row and thus i forgo-ed the china bicultural.
life is just starting to become hetic. expect more heticness soon.

[[I wrote this at]]*|7:36 PM|

Saturday, February 13, 2010

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take 5 was. okay. at its best. coz my Og ya.. you know. sorta left with the people i dont really talk to. and those i usually talk to went with their class while my class, went with their OGs. so i went around sightseeing. after take 5 went to xms with voon voon and jiayang. then. go lor. den have some gathering. the teachers mostly went home le. den went to play werewolf. den went for photoshoot. very, hmm, idk hw to describe. den darren became an donkey.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:04 AM|

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

[[archiving purposes? , start of jc1.]]

Yes im not sure which cca to join. liek SRP or some other shit too... hmmmmm. idk... i feel liek supeh slack lei. if i join photog and chess, i will have extra time. proally can use to H3? SRP? other crap..? den i will need to ownself exercise. Anot i will confirm fat. Like confirm plus chop. Haiz. What shall i do... or i ODAC and either photog or chess? I heard odac very tiring lei. i mean, time consuming. Hmmm. ODAC trials on next weds, chess tmr. Photog introductory today wuz good. APRIL CAN U JOIN PHOTOG?
Lectures are fricking boring. liek seriously. Lousy system. tutorial.. oso quite boring. ah. sux. not in the school mode yet.. my class is friendly, ba. Ohwell. Howhowhow. I dont know. i miss my old school. and friends. i like my new class but. theres a certain amount of apprehension. you know... new...
on to interesting stuffs. My OG dieded. yeah. some supeh smart guy is trying to revive it. like he is double RA. Waaaaaaaaaaaao. RA is raffles academy. Which is some gifted programme at a higher difficulty then H3 i tHINK. ohmannnnn. theres take 5 at sentosa on FRIDAY.
ah. still. missing. you.
in shoe news, valentines day is round the corner.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:00 PM|

Monday, February 8, 2010

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It seems much more quiet since you left. the silence is deafening. like how darkness like can cause blindness.

[[I wrote this at]]*|7:06 PM|

Sunday, February 7, 2010

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In the end.. ODAC, PHOTO, C CHESS. will drop chess first if need i think.. HMMM. IDK. MY class is funz. that guy hse supeh big. o. and i missed OG outing today, overslept. Bahz.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:15 PM|

Friday, February 5, 2010

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Interact, streetdance, odac, photography, chi chess, ... raffles press? .

[[I wrote this at]]*|6:43 PM|

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

[[I miss you more and more each day.]]

Haiz. Orientation is always screwed. Never liked orientation. Always miss alot of people during orientation. Haiz. Ohwell, Althou my OG is friendly, its liek fractured, liek some ri rg people will stick together in their group. Some of them like to behave stupidly. Sucks. Anw, i think i talked to all of them, quite alot. made an effort. was friendly. They were friendly back. In the end? still sad. Bahs. I think talking alone isnt really sufficient to replace the old friends eh. So saddening. Ohwell, i think my class is quite good. Got a few jokers. as in in the good sense the jokers. HOPE TMR WILL be even better. And i miss alot of you. I think my OG is actually very friendly luh. haiz. Pity they are seperated into groups. The general population is good, only a few... losers.
HAIZ. What a great pity. O and i din get into KI. suckzballz. idk is din get in or lazy put me in. i hope is the latter.

[[I wrote this at]]*|4:34 PM|

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

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Haiz. Very tired. lots of emotions still. IDK whats wrong with me. haaaaaaa. Need to make friends again. ahh. This is so tarded. Nobody is in my class. Sadded. Raffles being raffles, gave me a XL ORientation shirt. Liek, thanks. Ohwell. And they dont have anymore smallest size sch uniform. Most people at raffles r very big anw. sucks much.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:22 PM|