[[How has been]]

Sunday, May 30, 2010

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even friends should know each other's viewpoint.

It’s better to just quietly miss someone rather than let them know and get no response. nice one weem.

byebye.

I am a great big contradiction. I have to beat my already beaten but not beaten thoughts in my brain and translate it into action.

[[I wrote this at]]*|8:12 AM|

Saturday, May 29, 2010

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i think too highly of myself. in almost everything.
i understand okay already. la.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:04 PM|

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

[[inane bladderash]]

hello. hullo collin.
Lawlzxc. ohwell. screw the rhethoric i semi-know what is going on in my life and whatever is going in im avoiding it. by sleeping. like free. i keep sleeping. ytd slept 10 p.m. and keep napping. im running awaaaaaaaaaaay. you aer right. its hard to think about it. i dont know. work is piling! ive ignored my zuowen bio prac econs essay.
tmr we has gp common test. sianzxc. luckily i gt a decent grade in the latest essay. like, makes me feel that im not so fail at gp afterall. hopefully it wont be like the phenomenom where a terminally ill patient wakes up after a long coma and dies a few days later. hopefully.
i failed econs agaaaaaaaaain. so much for getting a in class test. sucks. lecture tests suck la. ohwell. ima think its a fluke anywayz. hopefulli.
Pw is going nuts. we are at version GPP version 2.22 and the end is no where in sight.
mass media sucks. i cant do a shit on mass media. i dont watch tv la noobzxc. if u can test some shitzxc on tv why dont u test like, idontknow, gaming? HOW CAN WATCHING TV BE A TOPIC.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:52 PM|

Sunday, May 23, 2010

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life goes on. whether you like it or not. gp CT on weds. idk how to study. gp sucks. difficult.
Gpp sucks. tedious. chinese sucks. it always has sucked anyway.
If life goes on, why dont we just screw it up? like lousy logic. but the urge is great.
id like to sleep until the world ends. ignorance is bliss. foolishness is bliss too. you cant lose what you never thought you have.
Why do i want to do what i do not want to do?
Its stupid. Im a living contradiction. I know what i ought to do i know why i am not doing it i know what i can do to overcome it and i know i want to overcome it and i also know why i am not overcoming it but i do nothing.
The easy way out is usually the best way out. LIKE MATH for example.
im slipping. I think i need a mentor.
Thankfully the people around me are sensible.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:37 PM|

Monday, May 17, 2010

[[500th]]

oho. 500th post.

hmm. there aer many differences between last time and now. the people here are much more civilised. less vulgarities and defiance. even those 'bad boys' have manners and stuff. ahhh. so much better. school doesnt have that much a mugger spirit thou. maebe its only my class...

interestingly, this place has no problems with tucking in shirts and stuffs. and people actually are aware of whats going on in school. the dissemination of info is much smoother. less retards too i spose.

Much more students of other races. rather interesting. been awhile...

i got my camera! it costs 1279 dollars. i think its very good.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:48 PM|

Sunday, May 16, 2010

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nobody has time for me.

[[I wrote this at]]*|4:16 PM|

Friday, May 14, 2010

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Introducing SLEEP: THE BEST ESCAPE.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:38 PM|

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lalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~
okay. so. pw has been killing my eyes. now i have very bad eye pain. idk how am i going to play dota/ some other wc3 game later. and they keep coming online later and later. hmph. juz coz they like to sleep late dont mean i like to sleep late. and my pw group iz goodz. ha.

[[I wrote this at]]*|8:47 PM|

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

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i dun like lei. haiz. many many many things to do. not doing doing. why... i know why. what is with me... i know that too. what should i do... i know that three. why am i not doing it.. i know that 4. but still am not doing it. this is bad.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:04 PM|

Saturday, May 8, 2010

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boringgg.
i miss my playlist. haiyo. copyrights make sense but then they should share more and not care so much abt making money.. i mean those who want to buy your album will buy your album and those who dont want will somehow or another get it illegally so yar. haiz.

[[I wrote this at]]*|5:25 PM|

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hello. schools been better. theres c chess training tmr. life is generally better than before. good job.

[[I wrote this at]]*|12:23 AM|

Sunday, May 2, 2010

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aiya i dun care alrdy la.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:46 PM|