[[How has been]]

Friday, July 30, 2010

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hello. im well alrdy.
sry for pissing some of you guyz off in my fit of rage/dunowhat. blown over.

[[I wrote this at]]*|8:04 PM|

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

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i expected this to happen a while ago already. it actually happening still makes it a little worse. no answers still.
I need people. because that was such a great problem that i could not share, i spose it only makes it only natural. now that thats out of the way, i spose i could start mending some bridges. but still, having a friend who rather play dota alone is rather sad.
Stuck in limbo between JC and SS. leaning to jc lerh. a bit more to go i suppose. once i selfdestruct those ss sides.
hmm.. i seem to have different priorities from most of my peers. then i suppose im fortunate that im not lagging in my work. perhaps ignorance would be better.
You set the bar high. i m afraid nobody can cross it.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:22 PM|

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

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screw you people who are supposed to be there.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:34 PM|

Sunday, July 25, 2010

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changing to studying mood in 4 days. This routine is so boring. I shall just conform to society for a few more years.

i know how to remove the overfocus on paper qualifications. i dont believe the govt is so, idk. er? shallow? well but who am i to critisise the govt when i dont know the full picture? my view might be a very narrow one.
Why are singaporeans so kiasu in studies? why do they want their children to get into university?
Well, you can be sure that its not the means that motivate them. Its the ends. And what will that end be? better job prospects? yes, to a certain extent, but its more on the 'roof' that you hit without these qualifications.
You can find this 'roof' (or income cap) in most large companies in singapore. Why are they there? they follow the govt that has implemented this rule.
So instead of changing the hardware i.e the education system, shouldn't removing that 'cap' solve alot of problems. I do suppose that 'cap' can be taken as a very loose guideline but it should no where near be absolute. I should think that your education should warrant you a higher starting pay (you can count it like, previous job experience?) but your rise through the career ladder should be based on your ability to work.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:03 PM|

Thursday, July 22, 2010

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dont call yourself a christian unless you live like one. otherwise youll juz be a bad example to the world.

[[I wrote this at]]*|12:03 AM|

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

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why am i not surprised at all?
hmmm.
Life now is pretty mundane. classmates and cca mates are liek some sort of lifeline. otherwise ill die in this schoollll. ohwell. so much for being outgoing.

heckz.

the routine is bloody boring luh. cant stand it. keep trying to stay awake. they should just allow closed eyed listening. its so much better. if im actually listening/making a point to listen that is.

Chinese and pw are so irritating. cant they like, let us, enjoy j1 life >.> looolol. sucks much. i waan too plaay computehhh. then again, nothing to play.

haizxc. theres chess competition next sat. hope it will go well. im playing reserve thou :D

[[I wrote this at]]*|6:01 PM|

Saturday, July 17, 2010

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hello.
i figured i dont do well with mmogs/mmorpgs. Stuff that you sink time into to get a better account progressively. i spose im too competitive. Goes out of control. Better to stick to chess and dota where you dont have like. a long continous story.
Life is so boring. Everything is a routine. Routine is boring as hell. So pointless. I want to talk, to share my thoughts, but there is no one again.
Perhaps getting back to what i'm supposed to do will help. then again, maybe not.
Btw: grades are quite good.
I promise to get my life in order.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:57 PM|

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

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archiving purposes.

class outing was fun. icecream. pizza hut lunch. captains ball. taboo. abit of werewolf. cs at nite. dinner with mr chew. ben and dor joined.

Cts. ok. results so far oso not bad. bbe. tahanable.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:40 PM|

Saturday, July 3, 2010

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haiz. soboring. dunfeellike blogging. classouting tmr tmr. yay. Cts were okay. could have been better.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:08 PM|