[[How has been]]

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

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prelims starts tomorrow. theres this great sense of fear and dread in my heart yet also this feeling of wanting to pwn the prelims. will see how it goes... esp tmr. bleahhh. i think i will die.

yup. i postponed the time again. nows not the time. i find that females make better friends than males. maybe because they show they care more... however i darent be too close, haish. annoying. we should all asexually reproduce eh.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:47 PM|

Saturday, August 27, 2011

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haish. ALL OF A SUDDEN.

something triggered this. omtomtomtomt. whaaaaaaaaaai.

re-realised this emptiness. recently. i guess i kinda avoided it but it still festered, deep within.
i think i would like... haish, to invest my time in stuff that matter. other than just exams. just sayin.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:39 PM|

Thursday, August 25, 2011

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haish. feel infuriated reading protein evolution. bleah. shitbags. so easy to evolve one meh?

evolve a protein and the substrate happened to be there? or evolve a protein that would be selected against for a few million years until a substrate happened to be there? or like no pump present all along and the cell can live but suddenly some shit happened and WOH! life expectancy increased due to a pump suddenly appearing and suddenly migrating to the freaking cell membrane?

waliew. i thought you all very scientific de. AND I MUST WRITE THEM FOR exams? annoying.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:52 PM|

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

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added another item to list of things to do.
not value your own time so much.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:36 PM|

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

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i think i have dengue. hahaaaa. no fever yet.weird.

life is all about studying now... so polarised. ah well.
feel terribly guilty after not studying. gawd. is this what the system has driven me to become. bleah. cant even have fun doing nothing. and theres nobody to play with..
hope that the A levels finish quickly. so i can do some other stuff. bleah pointless post.

/edit.

its easy to hate, and to follow the crowd.. like me recently. like being xenophobic. and spouting nonsense. i believe we should love the foriegners and people we usually dont give a shit about. but not so easy luh, obviously. we should love all according to our christian beliefs eh. abit hard ah...

[[I wrote this at]]*|3:56 PM|

Saturday, August 20, 2011

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in life, there are no independent events. everything is connected... ... ...

nowadays online nobody siaz.

oh and i got C for chinese. epic fail + waste time + sad. ohwell.

my friends are very funny.

haish. still the same old. . .

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:42 PM|

Monday, August 15, 2011

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whats with all the guy-ditching-girl-girl-is-sad on tumblr. maybe guys dont have enough tumblrs. or cant be arsed to make stuff about girls. or maybe they are just better at not telling the world their problems. or maybe they are too afraid. ormaybe because MOST of the tumblrs i read are manned by people with XX chromosomes.

studying at 75% efficiency. not too good. but i guess ill take it... bleah.

suddenly, i realised that nobody owes me anything and i feel alot better. ah. look forward to re meeting you people.

hmmz. blogs are good luh. i like the idea, like some of my friends have mentioned. that you get to tell people that bother (enough about you to open your blog) stuff that people that dont bother dont read. nice.

i dont want to judge people. i think it has become a really bad habit of mine. who am i to judge others eh.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:31 PM|

Sunday, August 14, 2011

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puremugtime. ehh. got 2nd for rv cup!

er. whatelse.. i tend to take a very critical view of people. an overly suspicious one. i guess maybe thats how i see myself... idk. or maybe its because.. when i think better of people, they prove me wrong. better for people to prove me wrong in a good sense eh.?

sometimes i really wish there would be unconditional stuff.
would be nice to be accepted for who i am, rather than for who i pretend to be (once again). you know, i think the social aspect of life is as important or even more important than the academic aspect.
hahaha my classmates are amusing. and everyone delete blogssss. sadface.com

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:19 PM|

Saturday, August 13, 2011

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hi. i went to rv cup. illegally. didnt play too well though. mugged a little... sian. chess... CCAS ARE THE BANE OF MY LIFE. at least chess is better than ncc/wushu.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:05 PM|

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

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omigosh. i had such a nice dream. the dream was kinda like what i wished for. then i woke up.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:43 AM|

Sunday, August 7, 2011

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hi guys, and girls.

wahaha. how amusing.

studying feels good.

once again, i hate human relationships. so mafan and complicated and fos. i really dislike the idea that friends are just there because of the situation. but it seems hopelessly the case. like dont we have any say? is there nothing we can do once the class/group/whatever that mandantorily held us together comes undone? thats so sad. i guess i really could just find those that will stay forever or rather close to there. whats the point in making friends when the leave?

cruel and lonely world. why does this have to be... i think i would be satisfied. with 5 people outside of my family that will stick with me through life. holding tight makes losing it all the more painful.

or maybe i should transcend all emotion.. if we dont live for emotion. then what do we live for? the pursuit of knowledge stems from feeling good that you know something no?

and rather wasted that h3 ends when i just started talking to them. ahwellz.

die alr less problem. but thats running away.

wakao. why life so hard.

life is good sometimes though..

i feel like the whole world is scratching the surface for show, not daring to go deeper for fear of what they might find.

so much lamenting. i feel happy when lamenting. feels like i know something.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:28 PM|

Saturday, August 6, 2011

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Start of turn 15Aerodactyl used Smack Down!It's super effective!The foe's Zeus lost 40% of its health!The foe's Zeus fainted!Aerodactyl knocked the foe's Zeus on the ground!Rain continues to fall!DJ Sun sent out Zeus Bird! (Zapdos)Pointed stones dug into the foe's Zeus Bird!Start of turn 16Aerodactyl used Smack Down!It's super effective!A critical hit!The foe's Zeus Bird lost 75% of its health!The foe's Zeus Bird fainted!Aerodactyl knocked the foe's Zeus Bird on the ground!
LOL. jokeee. the fall of the gods eh.

in other news, i requit pokemon. hahaha. and dota.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:25 PM|

Friday, August 5, 2011

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me tired. me no care other people.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:36 PM|

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

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this aura of mugging seems ever so familiar. just that times have changed.

i still think mugging is rather easy except for it being boring and sian. gives off a happy vibe and doesnt demand too much of the brain and heart. bleah.

iz people going prom?Z

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:43 PM|