[[How has been]]

Monday, October 31, 2011

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feel like crying. so slack. wth am i doing. bleahhhh. ok dont laugh.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:00 PM|

Saturday, October 29, 2011

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Hi ALL.
i completed neoquest 2 somewhere this week. and splurged the money on round table poker. hahahaha.
luckily i won back the capital. and now have a trophy. what stupidshits.
noooo. happy thoughts! going crazy soon. wee. waste time!

[[I wrote this at]]*|4:30 PM|

Monday, October 24, 2011

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yo dooooods.

it feels good when your company is appreciated/sought after. refreshing change lolololololol. from all those dicks who dont want meeeee. terrible! like elk!
wakakakakaka
in other news. takari still owns. just the thought about them. weeeeeeeeee.
incoherent rubbiash.
thinking of what to do after a levels.
why army so near. i rather get a later enlistment. xian tian hou ku. maybe its my motto in life. or something. bleah. THINK ABOUT IT. IF I DIE after the tian, ill laugh my ass off at you.
gnd bah delayed gratification.
QSB!
feeling retarded.
play neopets neopets. im at faerieland btw. after the fallen angel. quite sian alr. a little more to go to terask II! and my bronze nq2 thingum.
and i did a faerie queen quest. expensive. no more neopoints. neeeeed more neopoints!
should stop playing. should stop playing.
talking to myself talking to myself. are you scared?!?!?!
aiya just abit crazy. crazy is needed down and then. and again.
wolalalalala. i nv study ytd. and study little today. tommorow will be a better day.
wo yao fei~~~

[[I wrote this at]]*|8:34 PM|

Friday, October 21, 2011

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i love takari! its the best lovestory everrrrrrrrrrrrr

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:49 AM|

Monday, October 17, 2011

[[take me with you]]

i will never let you go i will love you now and forever~~
hahahaha. so amusing. had a talk that shaped how i view r/s es recently. and welllllllllll. you were right. why am i realising this so late? when everyone else around me is mature as shit and im the only one being retarded and noopish and noopish.
read a book by brahm, some monk with a degree in theoretical physics from cambridge. not bad. interesting. i think buddhism is a fine way to happiness. if thats what you want i think buddhism is a good way of life. me personally thinks buddhism is more a way of life than a religion as in there is no de-facto authority figure kinda thing that created the world .etc. interesting.
when there is nothing to do, do nothing.
what else did i learn. /am learning. no point postponing happiness too. like after A's, after army, after university, after work, after marraige, after kids grow up, after retirement, after death. interesting thought. like short bursts of happiness dont count as much i guess. should be happy the whole time eh?
and my nose itches like crazy. chestornose.

[[I wrote this at]]*|4:36 PM|

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

[[birthday]]

hi guys.
haha. the previous post was supposed to be yesterday or the day before's but somehow it didnt get posted.
ohwelllsss.
archiving purposes. date: stardate 943285 after event 6 of the pokepoke empireh. lolol. wts.
hahaha. feels good having people you can celebrate your brithday. thanks again guys or girls.
morning ate meesua at grandma hse went to school celebrated with class at swensons slacked around and skipped econs mock had first cake went to find fat people in evening second cake went home and had apple strudel which was supposed to be third cake with family.
blessed with pwnz people i guess. cant help it.
guess im 18 already. growing up.
while external boosts to happiness help i still guess it is within me to do what i want to do and be happy with what i have.
Today i woke up, and i thought about life. more specifically my life. haiz. whats with this.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:57 PM|

Monday, October 10, 2011

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woh. i just realised im not that hopeless. ah. hope. hmm. where was i with it in the previous post? today was kay. i kinda didnt meet the mark of studying hours but i guess no penalty for that. will have the next time though. darn. and tmr need to go sch. how annoying.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:49 PM|

Sunday, October 9, 2011

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hope is a powerful thing. used in the wrong situation, it can kill people.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:24 PM|

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hi people. i probably am going to blog much less now that its less than 1 months to A's. I feel terribly unprepared. but but but. i will do something about it. this i promise you. comon decode the puzzle. there isnt much time left.
i dont understand how do i think sometimes.. like i lose myself in my thoughts and not sure why i concluded someway. but ohwell.
attended isaac's wedding today. had some qi shi. and some interesting ideas. was very fun. haish. and the sermon about love. hmm.

[[I wrote this at]]*|12:08 AM|

Wednesday, October 5, 2011

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i need some short term motivation. just give me something to hope for! wahaha. please?
1312 in PO wifi OU likeapro.

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:13 PM|

Monday, October 3, 2011

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haha. results are so-so could be much better. haha. got bottom of level for a subject. promise it wont happen again. siao. somany haha. crazy ah.
too many people beat me alr. too much. i need to do something about it! competitive spirit!

[[I wrote this at]]*|10:55 PM|

Sunday, October 2, 2011

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我好想你。SIAOLIAO
Totally the holidays
or rather the not doing of anything that causes this like craazy. stay far far away. im craaazy. and dangerous. bleargh bleargh.
cannot be elitist! elitist is a proud attitude or rather the part of elitism that im trying to avoid is the proud attitude. im all for elites doing the 'elite work' following meritocracy.
life is not the same laaaa. sian. i think i very the sucks. so much for code switching.
i love everybody. yah. just never show only. so yah.
and its not fair. pretty girls are distracting.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:37 PM|