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Sunday, January 29, 2012

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breathe in breathe out

ok last few hours as a civilian. i still think singapore owes their male populace. alot. i mean even though its our duty and such. being entrusted with this duty is already like a, hmm? idk.

but still not saying i dont want to do it lah. but in the interest of equality and whatnot, more compensation would be nice! i mean maybe it might cause a brain drain kinda thing right. except this would be a push factor.

aiyah! i just hope that i will do well there! and that i will be a blessing to those whose paths i cross. and that i will be able to maintain a good attitude.

[[I wrote this at]]*|9:43 PM|

Saturday, January 28, 2012

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here we are again.

haish im going into army in 2 days. i should type something right?

yes i should...

bleah, haish. not particularly looking forward to army or anything. by the way if you read my archives you will see the blogging language change over the years. lolol. haish <- probably only recently.

ohwell. ok. i guess im not scared of the physical part of the army, and i think that my mental fortitude is proally good enough. might be underestimation of the toughness of the army on my part but i still guess theres no point worrying about the army right.

alamak. cont post after i wake up bah.

[[I wrote this at]]*|1:38 AM|

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

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might the sun not shine tomorrow?

i are going to be a good person. and be who i want to be. since i know what i want to be is correct. hence i will be correct.

[[I wrote this at]]*|1:37 AM|

Sunday, January 22, 2012

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All I have to say is goodbye. We're better off this way, we're better off this way.

[[I wrote this at]]*|8:14 AM|

Sunday, January 15, 2012

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screw all you friends lah. maybe i should hermit like my dad.

and i go off to sleep seething with rage. i need peace. and contentment. not with worldly things.

i shant nato anymore.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:05 PM|

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hello world. i cant really multi task. the quality of each item i do decreases.. X.X

so yeah. i shall try not to multi task while blogging. but inevitably it keeps happening and i start trolling shit. like how i talk to people and suddenly i write bullshit. i think the writing bullshit is a buy time automatic mechanism.. ok.

what do i have to say?

right. hmmmm.

more of what should i not say...

like how christians today as a general term do not reflect christianity.

ohwelllll. haish it seems ironic that now that i have the time i wish i had more meaningful stuff to do. my brain seems to be unable to accept that i choose to slack and that its alright to rot infront of a computer playing neopets. In other news i spent like 110 dubloons and got only 1 pathetic <10k np food. X.X

what am i running away from doing eh...? if there even is something. maybe uni admission. perhaps.

oh and i recently like last sunday, in church, realised that there is no one-right-path thingum. there is no one 'correct' route in life that is predetermined by god. saves me alot of hassle. trying to figure out what that would be. but then again maybe the figuring out is part of the process.

i wish i had more time to digest the little prince lol. like understand it better. Id really like to hold on to the notion that everyone is different and in that sense right in their own way. it seems logical and all that. but it goes against the idea that i subscribe to, that there is a universal right. as defined by a higher being.

waliew. why people keep disappearing. sucks. dont feel like writing le.

[[I wrote this at]]*|12:06 AM|

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

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ohwell its a new year!

how sian. aim for this year: maintain a good attitude in army!

ohwellllll. i guess this is it? end of my pre-uni life. life in a school uniform?

i think fail lah. jc could have gone better. but still, its an ok fail. maybe a subpass.

haish.

now is the scary part. i dont really want my friend count to drop. but yet i dont want like name-friends. like friends-in-name. shit la. once again im complaining about this ><. when i shouldnt! so there! i shall stop.

need to feel wanted mah. such a tragic life i lead.

haish. eitherway. lets not go and mai yuan stuff! i still look forward to the future.

waiting for the end where i will get my reward! everything is done for a reason. and the reason can be short loong or very long run.

and once again i highly dislike western love and stuff. like gross. and even tv. maybe thats why i dont watch it. full of sucks.

anyways now im kinda sleepy. so yeah.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:29 PM|

Thursday, January 5, 2012

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me has been so tired lately. i shall post something soon! if anyone cares anyway.

[[I wrote this at]]*|11:44 PM|