Well a friend opined I don't make a very good partner. It seemed like it was largely because I was not super serious about finding a partner (idk why that would make me not a very good partner but maybe it is more of a unlikely to find someone as an opinion). But I do think I am serious though of course in a very qualified way.

Dunno leh, how to be serious if there is no one to be serious about. 

Well I suppose most people would say use apps and just like do modern dating. But well, I find modern dating rather superficial. Sighhhhhhh. And I'm not explaining what I mean by modern dating so that nobody can criticise that opinion hohoho.

I guess at the end of it, there is action that can be taken, when one chooses not to take that action, one is choosing the result that comes from not taking the action. Thus, there is nothing to complain about.

Well I like to think that I make a very good partner. Like exceedingly good. But it is true when probed, what can I offer that doesn't sound cliche and all that? Well perhaps it is just the cliches. But I like to think that I will help my partner become a better person, as I hope she does me, by some sort of challenging / competition.

And besides, behind the cliches, I think I have decent substance. And thus it is not just said cliches? But well, I guess track record is not great lmao. I like to think most of these have been worked out. ? ? Actually I dunno, the proof of the pudding is in the eating after all right. Now say good (or no good) has no use. It is like discussing the interests of my daughter (who doesn't exist). 

Short post short post. Life is actually quite tiring recently when I met less people. HMMM. Does this mean I'm not an introvert? No no they are all wrong. It is tiring because the weight of responsibility lies heavy upon me. But I would like a stronger back rather than less responsibility.

And joy in my toil, yes joy in my work and in my toil.