I just had an epiphany! Is my writing and presentation a relic of trying to think in a way that has been shaped by studying philosophy? Where I value getting to somewhere but not so much whether people can follow me there.

BECAUSE, it is for the people to put in the work to follow. Like how we pore over convoluted sentences written by KANT or NIETZSCHE or SOME BIG HEAD BOY trying to deduce what the person meant and follow his / her train of thought.

BUT, it doesn't work in the work because the BOSSES are not there to try and PUT IN THE WORK to follow your train of thought however paradisey you might think it is because IT IS YOUR JOB to show the bosses what you have deduced AND to convince them that it is PARADISEY.

THE FORCE of the argument is not INNATE to the argument. NOBODY says good argument because WE ARE NOT HAVING A PHILOSOPHICAL argument or a DEBATE or a DISCUSSION. WE ARE HERE to write POLICY PAPERS to be CLEAR so we can TELL OUR NEXT BOSS what we WANT TO DO and the next boss says YES PLS PROCEED because he can justify the decision to THE NEXT BOSS or the STAKEHOLDERS.

That is actually insane. Maybe I am PLAYING THE WRONG GAME again. It is about THE ENDS and not THE MEANS. THE MEANS as a ROUTE, as a DEDUCTION or ANALYSIS or a RATIONAL INQUIRY is SECONDARY to the ENDS. THE MEANS IS A MEANS, NOT AN END.

NOBODY CARES about the MEANS INSOFAR as it does not CONTRIBUTE TO THE END. THERE IS NO need to write down the fancy thought process. 

THERE IS NEED to present a POLISHED FINAL PIECE because the BOSSES have NO TIME and they need to MAKE MANY DECISIONS in the SHORTEST AMOUNT OF TIME POSSIBLE, because their BIG BRAINS are limited by the same 24 hours as the rest of us.

Gerard is actually right that I think that my ideas are SO GOOD and OBVIOUS that they can STAND BY THEMSELVES without need to POLISH them because they can SEE the INNATE STRENGTH of the GEM shitted out by my BIG BRAIN. But in actual fact nobody wants to DIG to see if it is a DIAMOND or a massive pile of TURD because DIGGING is not THEIR JOB and not fun for them.

HENCE a large amount of EFFORT is devoted to POLISHING SHIT or DIAMONDS, but sometimes SHIT or RICE or GLASS. But as long as it is POLISHED, the bosses can make a SNAP DECISION and usually the RIGHT DECISION about whether to CAN THAT SHIT or RICE and ACCEPT the GLASS or DIAMOND.

IT IS NOT ABOUT FINDING MORE DIAMONDS although if you are able to POLISH MORE DIAMONDS it is MORE BETTER and they will APPRECIATE YOU FOR IT. YOU can POLISH 10 RANDOM OBJECTS and it WORKS because the BOSS KPI is making MASSIVE AMOUNTS of GOOD DECISIONS on whether to CAN YOUR SHIT or keep your DIAMONDS or similar. Or if they are unable to make good decisions yet, to make NON-STUPID VALUE ADDING REMARKS so that they can JUSTIFY THEIR PAY (or appointment or whatever). BUT WOE TO YOU IF YOU PRESENT UNPOLISHED UNKNOWN THINGS because you just made YOUR JOB into THEIR JOB and that is a BIG NO GO you UNCULTURED SWINE. PLS REWORK TO BE MORE CLEAR.

In a super META way, I have just SHAT out this thing which I think is a wonderful epiphany. Now I will SUPER META and SUBVERT the EXPETATION by writing it in a way that is ACCEPTABLE TO PRESENT TO BOSSES. 

But while I have intent to do the above, it is not fun for me and NOT MY JOB because I'M THE BOSS HERE. Maybe I will do it later when I have FREE TIME AND HEAD SPACE.

everyone wants to read the good piece of clear and concise work but I don't wanna write it because it is tedious and frankly unfun. 

SO WOULD IT BE BETTER if the boss WADES THROUGH THE UNPOLISHED SHIT and try to FIND if there is a DIAMOND there or not?

I THINK it is actually down to REPUTATION which equates to a HIT RATE because UNPOLISHED SHIT looks the same to the UNTRAINED BOSS'S EYE.

I actually think BOSSES can be trained to SPOT EVIDENCE OF NON-SHIT and interact with THAT in UNPOLISHED STATE. This will allow early THROWING OUT OF SHIT or SHARPENING OF THE MAN (OR MAYBE WOMAN? GUIDANCE NEEDED) IN THE MARBLE because polishing is TEDIOUS. OR MAYBE this is a STUPID GRIPE by me who is a level 2 POLISHER when other people are level 10 POLISHERS and it is their BREAD AND BUTTER and hence EZ PZ for them.

I SUPPOSE it is EITHER THAT or train all the STAFF to become BETTER POLISHERS??? WHICH IS EASIER? Of course, BOTH should be done. Of course STAFF like ME might not know what they are digging at whether it is SHIT or a DIAMOND. But it seems to me that POLISHING is really VERY BORING. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID THAT. I MUST REALLY FEEL STRONGLY ABOUT THAT. LOOK at my train of thought verbal vomit.